Mirror, Mirror
When I look in the mirror, I see nothing has changed. 100 pounds you would think the change would be huge. Well, its not to yourself. I know I am not the only that feels that way. One reason I think it is important to keep a before picture.
Looking in the mirror, I see my same round face and unorganized body.
What do you see when you look in the mirror?
I pray everyday to give me the eyes of my husband.
He sees me and beautiful and I see myself as Not beautiful.
He sees my weight loss and I see myself not down a pound.
He sees me from the inside out and I see myself from the outside in.
Mirror, Mirror on the Wall.......
It makes me depressed looking at myself, and I want to add Depression is a real, very real thing.
I can cry a whole day over stuff like MYSELF.
Would you call that Insecurity?
Or just Fat Eye Glasses?
Maybe just use to what you are always looking at.
Now If I hold a now picture and an old picture then I can see the difference, I don't feel different.
Maybe the mirror adds 10 pounds like everyone says.
So if you are working on weight loss, make sure you have a before picture.
Sometimes the only way to notice is to see the past!
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